Monday, July 28, 2008

Sunday Blues

I had another one of THOSE Sunday's yesterday.
Something inside of me takes over and the demonic take over. It's messed up and I feel I have zero control over it. It's beyond bad.

I went up and prayed for two sisters and it turned around that one of those girls prayed for me. Funny how insecurities can keep you from going up to an altar call. Funny? More like pathetic. Get over yourself Kerri! I should have been up there when they mentioned bitterness. I am the bitterness queen, sadly. Getting over stuff is hard work and as much as I pray to forgive I just can't get over some things. While some are way pety I still clutch onto them like a trendy Coach clutch...but uglier.

5 comments:

Joy said...

Hey-
Thanks for your comment. I loved it! And you and Phil are always welcome at our home (when we actually get into it =)
More and more, Sundays will become your best days instead of some of your worst. Everything really good takes time, Kerri. Change takes time. You are really growing so much, and sometimes, I have hellacious Sundays too. The Devil really doesn't like us or the Church. You're doing great!
Joy

Joe said...

I want to say something...

Abigail Kreighbaum said...

I am very glad that you came to church!

Kerri said...

Say something (Joe.)

Kerri said...

Monday was just a funk that had rolled over from Sunday. All is well now. I was overtired and cranky.